Be there.

Sometimes, i wished i'd try harder. Sometimes, i'm sick of trying. Sometimes, i just wanna be alone but i dont wanna be left alone. I realised that nobody wants to be alone, and everyone worked for their own benefit. Its all about "Me, Myself and I". Sometimes i have the urge to scream at everyone, asking them to all shut up and not make a scene just so they can get their way.

Sometimes i wonder why are people so shallow? Why can people only make enough effort to care about themselves and only themselves? Why are people so selfish? When i ask myself this, the answer i got is, "Because i'm scared of being alone, because i wanna get my way or maybe i just dont care that much about whoever that's on the other line" Sooooo much for being insecure. Insecurity is in our blood isnt it? Its like a curse that we're all born with.

Can i say i'm disappointed? Can i say i'm sad? Can i say this is unexpected? Maybe, maybe not. I'm old enough to see through people's motive. I'm old enough to distinguish whats right and whats not. I cant say i dont care because i'm frustrated about all these. I'm sick of them, all of them. Sometimes i just hope i dont see things the way i do, i dont feel things the way i do and that i'm some really confused kid out there. Oh hell yeah, ignorance is bliss.

Well, other times, i'm just happy being Me, Myself and I.